I have a much bigger story to tell about the Satnav course that is my life’s journey, to truly understand my starting point or the here and now there’s aspects of where I’ve been that must be addressed, however I’ll leave some of that for now and take you back to almost the now.

I’m currently suffering from a mild form of Myalgic encephalomyelitis, also called chronic fatigue syndrome or ME/CFS, which is a long-term condition with a wide range of symptoms. The most common symptom is extreme tiredness. (This is important and will be referred to).

I’m sat on the sofa or more like laying on it but let’s not argue semantics, I glance over at my Mum sleeping, my Mum who has been disabled since the 90’s, she’s now sofa bound and has been for a while, unable to climb the stairs. My Mum had lost her Mum earlier in the year, I start thinking about my Dad too and the fact he’s approaching 69 years old and still having to work a full time job as a lorry driver over nights and despite me trying to co-care for my Mum to ease his burden, it’s more a case of him having to do caring duties for us both, then suddenly I’m hit with guilt because although I can't physically exert for long periods of time there must be something I can do, if I don’t do something to change, I’ll be stuck without being able to give something back and ease their life.

I somehow via a mixed path ended up here, looking at the drill, when a part of me felt like I just wanted a hole in the wall! Click Funnels looks like something I can pace myself with and sit on my butt doing so which feels like a win.

Financial freedom is being able to get my parents into a bungalow with a carer, then helping them do something with this house to improve their quality of life no end, this in turn will give me back some freedom that has been missing, when I have completed this why I’ll allow myself to have more of a selfish why briefly too.